I wanted to document some of what I experienced during a ‘magical ‘ meditation session last night. After a wonderful skype session with my friend Bria I decided to go into some deep thought. I watched the thoughts come and go before I really focused in on the issues that were on my mind. Recently my Grandma passed so I wanted to dwell on some good memories of her and just relive moments. That went very well and brought me closer to the closure that I have been reaching for.
So after I made it pass most of my earthly concerns and pondering I wanted to do some Astral travel/ Energy work to see what “eye could see” and feel being I was in a great relaxed state mentally and physically.
I grabbed a few stones/crystals specifically Shattuckite, Lapis Lazuli, Quartz Pointer and Citrine programmed them with the intention to do as stated above astral/energy work. Put them all under my pillow and laid down and began my sequence of focusing on breath rhythm and seeing the light form in the darkness of my eye lids. I Have been reading a book called Ringmakers of Saturn, they have said there is actually humungous ships that are actually filtering the “Rings” of Saturn. Having previous experience of seeing foreign planets via dreams/meditation methods I wanted to try to go “see” for myself. I began my planetary meditation method and vaguely the Rings to the left of the planet came into vision … I specifically wanted to see the ships that were filtering the rings. Knowing that thoughts are what control the astral body to a certain degree ( a bit deeper than that ) I “thought” to see the ships …. thats when a sudden rush of fear came over me. It really came out of no where I was not scared or fearful previous to that thought. Right after this sense of fear came over me It was a very intense shake in my body….. which jolted me out of my meditation and basically back into my physical senses. Right after that happened I was in a whoaaa state of mind and had a dominant thought it my mind that I was being tracked…. A few minutes after I just fell asleep. That thought stuck with me all day. Today was gloomy/weird being i’m trying to figure out all this cosmic astral stuff while doing normal life task like shopping for cashews, bananas and getting the car washed. Im not sure if I can fully explain what happened yet but I did ask for some guidance on this one and I was led back to a book that started it all written by Sylvan Muldoon and Hereward Carrington. I think some of the answers I am looking for are in there. I will not be trying to go back to Saturn anytime this month at least. This is the second time I have been denied access to a place .. this time im not sure if it was denial but it felt like i got kicked out. Ill continue posting my meditation experiences writing them out helps me remember and learn more. Peace and Be Metaphysical